My reading list for 2016 is an ECG of my
life. Since 2013, I have been
keeping track of the books I read, to have an accurate inventory of how many
(or, sadly, sometimes, how few) books I have read during the year. It’s not complicated—just the year, and
under that, the month I finished the book, along with the title and the
author. Sometimes I remember to
include the publication date, if I think it matters. For two Januarys now, I have posted an inventory of my
favorites, in case they might interest you.
At the evolution of this year’s record, I am astounded that, without even looking at the months, I can pinpoint when my husband suffered his
heart attack and underwent cardiac bypass surgery. My reading list parallels the narrative of my life!
In the first three months, I read
non-fiction, exclusively. I
devoured the New York Times columnists, especially Paul Krugman, Charles
Blow, Frank Bruni, and Nicholas Kristof.
Their columns, were they bound into an anthology, could count as a
read. The lucid and courageous
comments of those columnists steadied me through the flux and darkness of
2016, and I continue to count on them for courageous commentary.
As well, I was immersed in divergent books
about religion. Ron Rolheiser’s Sacred Fire, a Christmas gift, and the sequel to The Holy Longing, that I read a few
years ago, focuses on maturity, especially our responsibility, as aging adults, to give our lives away. Rolheiser suggests how we might do
this and why we might want to do it, and offers some principles (ten) that would provide
direction. To tantalize you, here
are a few of those principles:
Live
in gratitude and thank your Creator by enjoying your life.
Transform
jealousy, anger, bitterness, and hatred rather than give them back in kind.
Let
suffering soften your heart rather than harden your soul.
Live
in a more radical sobriety.
In contrast, The Dark Box: A Secret
History of Confession by John Cornwell elucidates the motives behind
the push for confession in the Catholic church, a perspective I needed to
read. Like some books that reveal a dark side heretofore
unrecognized in people, practices, or institutions, this book
disillusioned. I realize that,
even at my age, I have innocence to lose.
A counterpoint to those themes, two books
connected to one of my passions, human nature. Malcom Gladwell’s David and Goliath explains the advantages of being the little guy, and why
the little guy often wins. Daniel Pink’s To Sell is Human explores the idea that everyone is in sales, and the principles of sales can buttress
any career. Unbroken, the story of the World War
II pilot, Louis Zamporini,
especially his years as a Japanese prisoner of war, picked up threads of both
the nobility of the human spirit and the degradation of which it is also
capable. I had to read this book
in very small doses, and without eating or drinking, that’s how disturbing it
was.
All the books after Unbroken are fiction. That’s when my husband was hospitalized. To manage the stress of his illness and
the ugliness of the politics around me, I needed to escape. So, I went to my Books to Read list,
and reconnected with the online ordering service of my local library. Fiction saved me. I didn’t come back to Quiet:
The Power of Introverts in a World that Can’t Stop Talking by Susan Cain
until June, and then, only to finish it and return to fiction.
From that list, I would recommend :
Black and Blue by Anne Quindlen, a gripping novel about spousal violence.
The Dinner by Herman Koch, the unsettling story about the impact of family secrets on
children.
The Rag and Bone Shop by
Robert Cormier, another powerful commentary with a
shocking ending on the influences that can shape a young person growing up,
especially relations with both peers and adults.
Annabel by Kathleen Winter, that grapples with people’s responses when the unimaginable
happens. A child is born a
hermaphrodite (with the both male and female reproductive organs). What might be the implications for the
child? the mother? the father? the doctor? grandparents?
teachers? Who knows and who
doesn’t? What factors might cause
people to react the way they do?
The Glass Castle by
Jeannette Walls, a memoir that poses the question,
How do children cope when parents struggle with addiction and narcissim?
The Color of Tea by Hannah
Tunnicliffe, a stunning and captivating novel about
the effects of work and friends on a marriage. The prose is incandescent, like gossamer. The story and its portraits are woven
of simple words brought together in an original design, and set off with
unusual and evocative comparisons. It’s an unassuming book I’m so glad I
transfered to my own list after finding it on someone else’s.
By fall, I thought I could redirect to reality
again. I picked up Lawrence Hill’s The Illegal, timely in that it had just won Canada Reads, and
its theme dovetailed nicely with our parish refugee sponsorship project, which
I co-chair. With apologies to
Hill, my state of mind did not do the book justice.
I’ve come full circle, really, having just
finished The Return of History: Conflict, Migration, and Geopolitics in the
Twenty-First Century by Jennifer Welsh. The author contests the thesis of American political
commentator Francis Fukuyama in his essay, "The End of History," who posits that, with the spread of Western liberal democracy after the end of
the Cold War, "traditional power politics and large-scale
conflicts" would diminish, leaving a "path toward a more peaceful
world." Welsh suggests that,
in fact, history, that is, the sequence of authoritarianism and conflict, is returning. Her explanations for this phenomenon
mirror my own theory that feudalism is enjoying a renaissance. A tribute to Welsh, she goes beyond a
description of the phenomenon and offers solutions for the ordinary person. This is a must-read.
Still on my desk, bookmarked, begging to be
finished: Hitler’s Willing Executioners: Ordinary Germans and the Holocaust by
Daniel Jonah Goldhagen that I
fished out of a give-away bin at the curb of a Calgary suburb, and La porte du ciel by Dominique Fortier, a
shot-in-the-dark by a prize-winning author.
My reading life sustained me and challenged
me during 2016. Just in case some
of my selections might do the same for you, I share them.
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